Preparations

The holidays are drawing nearer, and people are rejoicing over the fact that they are going to see their loved ones again. I am not going to be the one who takes that pleasure from them, by all means, please rejoice over your supossedly happy family, it is probably a lot easier than to deal with your issues.
Not only are the holidays drawing nearer, the finals are soon upon the students of NTNU. The library is full, people arrive at school early to get a good seat, and don't leave until they've fallen asleep by their desk for the tenth time. How is my mistress preparing for the finals? She's playing solitaire. How proud her parents must be. If she fails her finals, which all of her friends have told her she won't so she might actually believe it, she will never be able to face her family again, which is fine with me. I have been very patient, but if something doesn't happen soon, I will have to take action.

I am aware of the fact that I sound very moody, which is true, but I do have moments where life seems OK. I just tend to notice the negative side of things. I happen to think that that is a good quality, because my mistress is one of the mot naïve people I know. Those of you who know her might not agree, but she would have believed anything and followed anyone anywhere if they where nice to her. I like to think that I'm taking care of her. I'm like the older sister she never had.
Oh, who am I kidding, I can't even keep a straight facewhile writing this. My mistress is pathetic, she really is. There is no need to feel sorry for her. One day things are going to go bad fo her, I mean really bad, and she'll realize that her parents, however great she might think they are, didn't prepare her at all for the real life. She grew up in a bubble, isolated and not knowing anything of what was going on outside her home (drugs, robbery, rape, gangs). I don't think she has considered the fact that she might fail her finals. Whatever will she do if that happens? To be continued.